Last (mandatory) Post

I did it!! I managed to post every day in November. This is 28 times more than Moary posted in November!! YEAH ME!

It wasn't even very hard. I don't talk about anything interesting anyway, so doing that 30 days in a row was fine. I only had one day where I almost forgot and that was it, the rest I remembered early in the day.

Today is hopefully the last big eBay push day. Also pilates and a little run or something. (also laundry and cleaning the bathroom, but that's totally beside the point.) I am feeling much better after the run finally and pilates yesterday didn't kill me.

I know that some readers (Hi Mary!) must think that it is odd for me to have bad days like I did yesterday, since I have no job, kids, responsibilities, family, etc... But that's exactly why I had the bad day. I am trapped in this not moving forward crap-filled place with no hope of a light at the end of the tunnel. Some people think it will end some day and then we can move forward, but I think he is full of shit. And lying. So I just try and keep pretending to be happy until I can't pretend anymore and I lose it...like yesterday. I think the keeping it together times are getting shorter and shorter.