Long Weekend

I waited too long for acupuncture. I should have gone Thursday or Friday. It made for a very long weekend. I won't wait that long again.

I wouldn't say that I am grumpy or pissy or bitchy, I am just disappointed I think. The weird thing about acupuncture is that it makes me not have to talk about stuff or deal with it right away, it makes me very calm. Usually I have to get everything out right away and talk it all to death. Acupuncture makes me apathetic. More in the not so much concern about anything way...

I think a lot about how a year ago I was going absolutely insane waiting for things to happen and wanting thngs to be on a better path. I was truly driving myself nut-so. This year the only thing that is different is that I don't get worked up. Nothing is better, or different, or on its way to being better, or different. I just react better. (Better wouldn't be MY word, but I know it is the word other people would use.) I think I actually don't react at all. Like my expectations are all gone. I am apathetic about it all. Sorta like I gave my life a xanax. Haha. Except really.